The future
Before, the future, my career just seemed like something so far away. But as I hit that rut of not knowing what I want to do in my future again, my career choice and major choice all seem like something so stressful and unsure. Once again I am unsure of what I want to do in life. Not knowing between the major I have right now and the major that I could have. Electrical Engineering… or Math? Im sure neither will be easy, but which will make me happy. Do I truly enjoy engineering like I think I do, or do I like it because it provides me with that comfort of financial stability. OR should I pursue Math, a even more unsure future since I am not entirely sure what I want to do with it. So many options, but seriously so little time. I don’t know what I am going to do and this seriously requires a lot of prayer and faith and trust. Prayer please!
WinterQuarter 2012
Possibly the hardest quarter of my college career thus far. I don’t know what it was about it, maybe the constant giant gaps that left me not knowing what to do with my day, or the neverending returns to school that made the day feel endless, or just the busy-ness and constant feeling of not having enough time to catch up and truly fellowship with others, that made this quarter feel so long and difficult. Although I can say my class schedule was busy and difficult with times, I can’t help but also reflect upon my own laziness. I will be honest, with all these long gaps in my schedule, it made it really hard to want to return to school once i’ve gone home, not just for class, but for fellowship related activities as well, or meetups (although a lack of a parking pass made it physically difficult). As my last quarter of my sophomore year comes along, I really pray that God will slowly rid me of this laziness that has often been associated with my life. That despite the difficulty of coming back to school or obtaining a parking pass, I will be able to make time for others and pursue those relationships that I feel like I have been neglecting or have not been putting enough time into. Like all other college students, I love my naps, but I really pray that this quarter I could really just be more productive with my days, not saying I’m giving up naps all together, but that I can not nap as long, not procrastinate. I don’t really know where this post is going, but I am actually really excited for next quarter. Even though theres worries from this quarter’s grades, I pray that everything will work out and that next quarter will just be filled more with a passion for God. I’m excited to continue to serve and I really just pray that I won’t be burnt out, but instead continue to want to be there for brothers and sisters around me. So please, if you’re reading this post and want to pray for me… Pray that I can really have the energy for the upcoming quarter, that laziness will not overtake me, but that I can truly have a passion to continually seek after Him!
kinda a long post… but with that HAPPY SPRING BREAK! WOOTTTT. let the sun shineeee (after these rainy days…)
ALMOST THERE
less than 12 hours. and this horrible quarter and equally terrible rounds of finals is over. its seriously been a tough quarter and i pray that I can do decently well on everything right now… gotta stay somewhat optimistic right? but as of now i hope i don’t get owned in the upcoming death final #3… cause i’ll be so depressed by then.
but at the same time, I should be grateful that I can even attend school and take these finals in the first place. Thankful that God provides and that my parents care and love me enough to send me here.
toodalooo until finals is overrrr.
